Tip toeing on love

Dear Josh,

I’m writing this while listening to you play the guitar. I don’t know when you’ll be able to read this…

I feel like myself in my dream right now. In my dream you didn’t know or you were unsure of how I felt about you. I feel like you are that guy now.

To tell you the truth, there would be no words to exactly describe this immense feeling growing inside me about you. Just thinking about it makes me teary-eyed because I have never allowed myself to feel this much in a long time. Wait, let me rephrase that - I have never allowed myself to feel this much.

You have no idea how happy you make me feel. You made me realize that I deserve the best love in the whole world and that I deserve to be loved by the best guy. And that I’m worth it.

For the longest time I’ve lost faith in myself. But, because you love me, I’ve come to realize that I should learn to love myself too.

You have no idea how important your happiness is to me. And how it hurts me when you’re sad or hurt. I hope you do not find this blog post as me being obsessive or anything. I just feel that you don’t really know how strongly you’ve made me fall for you.

It may be too good to be true but, you are my first thought when I wake up and the last on my mind before I sleep. And no matter how unusual our situation is, I am betting my life to fight for us. Please don’t ever doubt how I feel about you. I disabled my OkCupid account now because I don’t want you to think that I’m using it.

I’m willing to tell the entire world that I’m yours. I hope and pray that you will forever think of me as your June.

I love you baby - in the best and truest sense of the word. Please always remember that.

All my heart,
Kimmy

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